If I Have to Stand Alone


If I Have to Stand Alone is the debut album by Hi-NRG and house singer Lonnie Gordon, released in 1990 on Supreme Records. It includes Gordon's breakthrough hit "Happenin' All Over Again", which was a top 10 hit in the UK and Ireland. However, the two follow-up singles, "Beyond Your Wildest Dreams" and "If I Have to Stand Alone" did not fare as well. The album was released in parts of continental Europe, Japan and Australia in late 1990 and early 1991, albeit in limited quantity, and wasn't released in the UK until a Cherry Pop reissue in 2009.
Most of the album was produced by British hitmaking team Stock Aitken Waterman or their associates Phil Harding and Ian Curnow. The album also includes Gordon's debut single for the label, "It's Not Over", which was released in September 1989. The album incorporates Stock Aitken Waterman's typical Europop sound, but also adding influences of the Italo house scene that was big in the UK charts in late 1989/1990.
Gordon recorded two more tracks which were not included on the album: "How Could He Do This to Me", and "Just a Matter of Time". The former was later issued in the late 1990s on a dance compilation. Both were later released through iTunes in 2009.

Track listing

  1. "If I Have to Stand Alone" 3:25
  2. "Happenin' All Over Again" 3:21
  3. "Better Off Without You" 3:41
  4. "Beyond Your Wildest Dreams" 6:48
  5. "I Need You" 4:07
  6. "That's No Reason" 3:27
  7. "Best of Friends" 4:00
  8. "It's Not Over" 3:51
  9. "Watching You" 3:36
  10. "Helpless Hearts" 3:32
  11. "Right Before My Eyes" 5:47

    2009 Special Edition

In April 2009, UK label Cherry Pop reissued the album, including several bonus tracks, marking the first time for the album to be available worldwide. The reissue includes "How Could He Do This to Me", a track Gordon recorded for the album but was not originally included, as well as several remixes, some of them previously unreleased.

Track listing

  1. "If I Have to Stand Alone"
  2. "Happenin' All Over Again"
  3. "Better Off Without You"
  4. "Beyond Your Wildest Dreams"
  5. "I Need You"
  6. "That's No Reason"
  7. "Best of Friends"
  8. "It's Not Over "
  9. "Watching You"
  10. "Helpless Hearts"
;Bonus tracks
  1. "How Could He Do This to Me"
  2. "Happenin' All Over Again"
  3. "If I Have to Stand Alone"
  4. "Better Off Without You"
  5. "Happenin' All Over Again"
  6. "How Could He Do This to Me"
  7. "Best of Friends"

    Personnel

Adapted from AllMusic.